Below is a story-monologue she has written for her Dissertation.
Aaliyah
I’m woken by the airhostess taping my shoulder.
‘Here’s your vegetarian meal, Mrs Abbas,’ she says. She hands me a compressed curry with a small bun.
‘Thanks,’ I reply.
‘And here’s your food, Miss Abbas,’ she says with a huge smile. She hands Aaliyah a smaller version of my food and an activity pack.
‘Thank you, Miss Aeroplane Woman,’ replies Aaliyah, who’s sitting next to me.
‘You’re very welcome,’ says the airhostess as she walks away with her trolley.
I give Aaliyah a kiss on her head and unwrap her food. She has my headphones on and is happily nodding to Bebe’s ‘No Broken Hearts’. This is one of her favourite songs. Her father, my husband, introduced it to her. Every Saturday he would play pop music on his laptop and Aaliyah would dance with him. Then the next Monday Aaliyah would always tell her class about the different songs they danced to.
Bebe’s song was also playing in the car when my husband parked at Heathrow airport this morning.
‘Daddy, daddy, please come to holiday with us,’ said Aaliyah. My husband turned down the radio.
He squeezed her tightly. ‘Sorry I can’t come, my cutie pie. I have very important work things to do. But I hope you have a really nice time. Love you so much,’ he gave her a loving kiss on the cheek. ‘You mean the world to me.’
He then looked at me with his deep, brown eyes.
‘Have a good time, Amina,’ he said. ‘Say salaam to your Mum and Dad from me, yeah? I’ll pick you guys up at the same spot when you get back.’ He gave me a hug and a quick peck on the lips. His touch, warm. His lips, tender. My handsome, cheating husband.
Aaliyah’s given up on the curry and is now colouring in a picture of an aeroplane from the activity pack.
‘Mummy.’
‘Yes, sweetie?’
‘Can I show this picture in show and tell in school when we come back to England?’
It’s then that I tell her: ‘We’re not going back, honey. Pakistan will be our new home from now on.’
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